This morning I weighed in at 246.8 pounds, I have gained 4.2 pounds in the last week and I have lost 28 pounds since August 16th, 2009.
When I take a week off, I really take a week off. As I mentioned in my last post the past week was so busy and I was so tired that I did not get to the gym. When I made the decision to not go to the gym I also decided that it would be a week without counting calories as well. Clearly a bad idea. I ate a lot of crap during the past week.
Brownies, candy bars, potato chips, cookies were all available to meat a church retreat I went on over the weekend. I ate, I ate a lot and I felt guilty about it the instant I took the chance to think about it. I tend to eat a lot more during social events than when I am even by myself. This is such a weird thing, I am sometimes embarrassed by how much I am eating but yet I eat more when other people are around. So, anyway, I ate a lot and that is over with.
With my guilt fresh in my mind I went grocery shopping yesterday and bought us a whole lot of veggies and fruit for us to enjoy throughout the week. Tonight we are going to the gym and I intend to go back at least 4 more times after that. I have the goal of breaking at least 240 pounds in my sights and I will get there before February is over, you can count on that.
This past week has been so busy that I have not been able to get the gym at all. I cannot blame this completely on how busy I was but, I really was busy and really tired this past week. Plus, Michelle and I are going away for the weekend so I can’t go to the gym over the weekend. Not going to the gym snowballed into not counting calories and even eating too many sweets.
I don’t know what happened, it almost feels like I just gave up. I went to the gym 5 days a week for 2 weeks straight and then this week nothing, I feel so guilty about it. I feel like I have become so reliant on the gym and particularly the elliptical. One of the things that I love about working out on the cardio machines at the gym is that it tells me how many calories I have burned, I am able to tell how hard I am working out and then track this info on Livestrong.com. It is really satisfying for the machines that I am working out on to tell me that I have burned so many calories after working out for an hour or more.
If I wasn’t so reliant on these machines and my specific calories burned I could have maybe gone out on a run or something this week with the limited time I had, but maybe I am just using it as an excuse. Next week is going to be different, not only am I going to get to the gym but I am going to try and slowly wean myself off of the cardio machines and do some workouts outside. I am also considering some big diet changes in the next couple of weeks, perhaps delving into a raw food diet, but we’ll see.
So I am feeling sad and guilty about my lack of dedication this week. I was tired, busy, and made excuses for myself, this will not happen next week. Maybe I just needed a little break this week so I can go in full force next week. Considering that I lost focus this week I am more than a little concerned about my weigh in on Monday.
This morning I weighed in at 242.6, I’ve lost 3.4 pounds in the last week and 32.2 pounds since August 16th. My BMI is now 35.83, down from 36.33 last week.
I can’t believe I have lost over 30 pounds, it seems I am finally back on track. I have changed two things in the last couple of weeks. First, I have been using livestrong.com to track my calories, both eaten and burned. Second I have been working out at least five days out of the week.
Tracking my calories has been hard but it is clearly such a huge help to get the weight off. During the week I have been eating less than 1800 calories a day. I know this seems a little extreme but I don’t really feel like I am starving myself and I generally am pretty satisfied at the end of the day. The hardest thing is tracking my calories for dinner. I like to cook improvisation-ally, adding ingredients as I go so that I can adjust the taste. This style of cooking does not make tracking specific calories easy. So I usually make my best guess as to how much I have used in the meal, usually including more calories than are actually in the meal just in case I am counting wrong. According to my losses in the past two weeks this seems to be working okay.
I have found that I am much more cautious about what I am eating when I am working out five days a week. When you realize how hard it is to burn calories off it really affects you when reading those nutrition labels. This past week was the second in a row that I have worked out for five days, including all 3 weekend days. In fact, on this last Saturday I was at the gym for over two hours and according to the different cardio machines I was working on I burned over 1800 calories in one gym visit!
I am gonna keep focused and see how long I can keep this up. I feel like I am finally making the changes in my life that will help me become a truly healthy vegan, changes that will stick for the rest of my life.
This morning I weighed in at 246 which means I have lost 2.9 pounds in the past week and 28.8 pounds since August. According to skinnyr.com my BMI is now 36.33. I am really proud of myself this week, not only because I lost almost three pounds but because I actually got to the gym four times in one week. I was really hoping for five days but Sunday was super busy and stressful so I did not make it. Guess I will just try again this week.
My workouts this week were based completely around cardio. Everyday that I worked out I burned over 800 calories except one day that I only burned 700 because of a time crunch. Working out so much really had me thinking about what I was eating. Because I was so focused on the calories that I was using I was also very focused on the calories that I was putting into my body. Of course this did not stop me from eating some pizza and bread sticks on Sunday night.
For some reason this week it was a much different experience for me at the gym. Because I had a goal of burning at least 800 calories with each gym visit it seemed easier to just get there, get the 800 calories done and be happy that I finished. On some of the days I was so inspired that I kept going and on Saturday I burned 850 calories, dare I say I was actually enjoying myself.
Another thing that I have been really focusing on is spending a full hour in my target heart rate. This is challenging for reasons I was not anticipating. My ideal heart rate is between 143 and 168. While I am trying to burn as many calories as possible I sometimes will go above 168, so I have to slow down. But it has been a good challenge for me and I am looking forward to going to the gym tonight and burning 800 more. It is certainly easier to get to the gym when I see results on the scale like I did this morning.
Last night Michelle had no plans of going to the gym and although I was tired I figured that I should go. I wanted to spend some time with my wife so we made dinner together, talked about our days and then it was 8:30 PM and we were both relaxing on the couch, where does the time go?
Even though it was one of the last things that I would have liked to do I got up and got dressed and headed out the door to the gym. While I was working out I did not feel tired or sad, I felt energized about being there and I was proud of myself. I worked out for a full 65 minutes and spent 60 of those minutes in my target heart rate zone, the other 5 were actually above that. According to the machine I was on I burned a total of 701 calories which I was pretty happy with.
There are two different types of elliptical machines that I have used. One uses your arms and legs while the one I used last night just worked my legs. It seems that I am able to burn calories more quickly on the first type. On Wednesday I used the one that works out arms and legs and I burned 841 calories in 60 minutes while last night I burned 701 in 65 minutes. Perhaps I was working out harder on Wednesday, either way I have burned 2372 calories so far since Sunday and I plan on burning 800 calories at the gym tonight, Satuday, and Sunday. I have a good feeling about Monday’s weigh in.






